Thank you for being exactly who you are. Thank you for helping me see the light on my absolute darkest days. Thank you for supporting me through the most chaotic time of my life, I have never laughed through such a hard time with so much ease, and it’s all because of you. You gave me hope, that there were better things coming. You encouraged me every chance you had. You were there, every day and every long night. You never failed to show up when I needed you, in fact you often always offered first if there was anything I needed or any way you could help. I cannot thank you enough for everything you did to get me through the hard times, and I cannot thank you enough for being there for the good ones too. From kicking your butt in bowling on our first date to then losing at every single sport, competition or bet thereafter, it’s safe to say I got lucky that first night. Not only did I get lucky with bowling, but I got lucky with you. No pun intended. I got lucky with you because you are an amazing man. You are kind, like when you would tell me I look pretty every time you picked me up. You are caring, when you ran your fingers through my hair or wrapped your arm around my waist. You are funny, the way you will crack a joke at literally every waking opportunity you find, or like that time you cut up a blueberry and shoved it in a vodka bottle because I told you I hate blueberry vodka. You are selfless because you told me to put my happiness first. You are brave, because you were able to put my best interest ahead of us despite knowing what the outcome of that meant. You are a light, you are so genuine, you are so loveable, so intelligent, so witty, so amazing. I will never be able to thank you enough, for being exactly who you are. You made me in to a better person, you taught me so much, you gave me so much strength and hope. I am so grateful for you, and for the time we spent together, I will remember every single day and every laugh we shared. You deserve so much love in this life. You deserve the most amazing moments, with amazing people and a life full of fun and happiness and cheap beer and sunsets. I felt safe and I felt at home every time I was with you. Everything felt so easy, so real and so true. Know that this was the hardest decision I have ever made. I hope you never have to make a choice like this for as long as you live. and know that I will regret this decision for as long as I live, because walking away from you was the last thing I ever wanted to do. 

Love you always,

Kenzie